It’s just a fact of life that some days you’re going to be unmotivated.
Today is one of those days for me.
We went to bed pretty late after two episodes of Killing Eve and then an episode of Blackish to lighten the mood.
I woke up early which is usually when I start doing my thang. There was none of that today. I sat in the recliner with my eyes closed with a foot still in the dream I was having before I woke up. I honestly contemplated going back to bed, but that seemed like a waste of an hour. Sooooo I wasted that time on Facebook instead. Doh!
Today both of the boys were going to my in-laws for the day. They were barely out the door when I went upstairs and went back to bed. Y’all that is not something that happens often. Well at least not since I quit drinking. I slept two more hours!
When I got up I decided it was a good time to mow the lawn since I hadn’t showered yet. I came back inside to eat. Tanya texted to say she was coming home because internet was down at work and she had some remote meetings to get on.
I had been playing to record some drums so needless to say, her two hour meeting in the bedroom above said drums has tossed that plan out the window.
So here I sit. Unmotivated AF.
I was telling myself I was going to go to Lowes to buy the materials I need for some projects. All of a sudden though it just seems so… hard.. time consuming. I just kind of want to go take a nap. That might be the dairy in my microwave chili mac I just ate though.
Instead, I opted to write. Let’s be real this isn’t very high intensity.
Look, you have to be ok with the fact that some days you don’t want to do anything. They’re gonna happen. It’s ok.